Wanna hear something funny? (UPDATE)

//EDIT: A friend of mine just left after trying to fix the laptop - apparently the hard drive is broken(or a part of it) and unless I get a professional look at it, I'm fucked. Great. it wasn't even two years old TT_TT And it just up and died. So yeah, I'm not gonna be posting anything anytime soon even though I HAD stuff ready cause I just don't have anything anymore, AGAIN. //

I just promised someone a picture couple days ago(okay, well over a week) and spent the whole time slowly building up the will to go open XNA; cause every time I stare at the icon, my head goes blank and empty and blah. I am far too concentrated on my daily addiction games and cosplay-making to even get inspiration for this. Last time I opened XNA and tried to compose a scene, it was a total fail. Three crappy ideas, three times switching models around and re-loading accessories, and nothing good outta that. I need to get my shit together X_X

Well hopefully I'll get more time after a local con that comes up last weekend of April, since my cosplay will be done. Hopefully. I spend too much time playing League of Angels, honestly. Guys, though, look up that game on Google Play. It's addicting as fuck.

Also, since my laptop died on Wednesday, and the error log says part of Windows system registry is missing, it could be the hard drive that got damaged.... Which means about 100 new pictures of awesome things I found on the internet, about 200 new awesome XNA models, and other stuff I haven't backed up yet could be potentionally lost. Honestly? That's the third time my hard drive died since I got this craptop of mine. And this time it didn't even suffer any shaking damage(I have bad luck with buses and bumpy roads, honestly) and I'm tired of spending money on it, money I could've saved to BUY AN ACTUAL COMPUTER X_X
(Yeah, I could use a miracle. Any day now.)

Since I'm hijacking my girlfriend's computer, I can at least exist on DA (tablet is too slow and small for me to exist anywhere on big domains with lots of pictures and sloppy, oversized UI that should NOT be used on small-screen tablets) but I'm still not gonna be able to produce anything without the base I have on my laptop. Or the will to do it.

So yeah, another rant and excuse why I'm not active, heh..... God I wish I could post a pic-per-day like the old times... One day. ONE. DAY...